Okay, so I promised myself that I would post something up today. I wish I could write right when I feel like I should because if I wait any later I lose my momentum and adrenaline. I’m at a stump and it’s because I didn’t write earlier when I was in the moment. Well, enough … More Restless Soul
The truth is, this is my life now. I know who I want to be a part of it and I know who doesn’t want me in theirs. It’s quite clear and I’m not complaining at all. I just think that I always over think things and get carried away with my thoughts. Most times … More Sour Patch candies – Struggle of a Gemini
Actually, I thought things would turn around today, but things really haven’t. I feel like once it sprinkles on you, the rain just keeps getting harder. “When it rains, it pours.” I know that somewhere down the line, things will look up. It’s just that I’m at that point in my life where things are … More When it rains, it pours
I’ve been suffering from pretty difficult migraines lately. And it wasn’t even until the other day when I discovered that what I’ve been experiencing were actual migraines, per say. I thought I was just feeling sick. I asked my mom and aunt what the difference was between a headache and a migraine and they said … More Signs of Aging
No April Fool Jokes coming from my way. So as much as I’ve been trying to get past my difficulties, I can’t help but feel a little bit more down today. Yesterday I got a text from my mom telling me that my dad was admitted into the ER again. He had a high fever … More Note to self: Don’t fall back in the D. hole
I deserve more than a weak attempt at holding my hand. I deserve so much more than this. Day in and day out I continue to feel Disappointed, hurt, frustrated, sad, and fed up. Emotions run through me like an inferno eating up what’s left of a piece of wood.
I’m actually kind glad that no one that knows me knows that I have this blog. I don’t really care for an audience. If anything it’s good for self expression. I don’t know what has become of me lately. I tend to push away people that I love and love me. And I can’t explain … More Can’t love anyone until you love yourself