I find myself so lost. Sometimes I don’t even know what I’m doing. Whenever I feel this way I look to someone who could convince me that everything is going to be okay. And it’s crazy because even though sometimes I have no idea if everything will be okay, I still act like it will. … More (4) Dear Maliah
Dear Maliah, I strayed away from writing. I say it in almost every post that for some reason I find myself moving farther and farther away from writing. And I can’t pinpoint that reason being besides losing track of my priorities. Your death last October 2011 has significantly changed my life. Whenever I feel down, … More (3) Dear Maliah
Basketball and the hot guys (Chad Michael Murray and James Lafferty) were one of the first things to attract me to One Tree Hill. I was 15-years-old when One Tree Hill first came out. I am now 23-years-old and to this day and age will always have love for OTH. Okay, I know my title … More One Tree Hill Changed my Life
Hello fellow bloggers, non-bloggers, the curious cats, lovers, friends, and family. I know you’re probably thinking, “Damn, where has she been?” Or not, because my reality check is that you’re not thinking about “Hazzle Joy’s” blog at all. Wait, what? She writes? Okay, now I’m just getting carried away… I came across this idea to … More (1) Dear Maliah
Today is Veterans Day. Other days, we often forget the meaning of the lives of those who passed serving our country. Today, is the day that we universally remember those men and women. I’m not one to be pro-war, but I have many family members who are in the Army or have been in the … More A Day to Remember, a Lifetime to Never Forget
As I close down my mind and imagine the world. I see a whole lot of nothing but pain and love in the air. Again, I’m in front of my textbook and I feel its glossy pages glare. I wonder how I’m going to get through a difficult study session. But I can’t help, but … More One day at a time
New lifestyle when it comes to approaching relationships and friendships can be beneficial in achieving a more positive outlook for life in general. But what exactly do I know? I understand that there’s a lot of hostility between people that feel like others are being “fake” and what not. In the end, it shouldn’t be … More Breathe of Life
Life of a college student. – Need I say more? I know that money will always be an issue. Someone once told me that it will always be a problem and that we can’t stress about it. Okay, that “someone” is JP. He inspires me a whole lot, more than anyone can understand. But my … More Money Talks
In a couple years, the way I envisioned my life would be slightly different than the way it is now. Why think so far ahead in the future? Sometimes it seems unhealthy to do so because you end up expecting it to go exactly the way you picture it. Yesterday I attended an old-time friend’s … More A toast to the Past, Present, and Future
…but I don’t even understand myself most of the time, so to accept myself is a whole nother story. I don’t even know what sun light looks like. My eyes burned when I slightly adjusted the blinds. It’s embarrassing. I’ve been living a lie. “You want to know why you have no friends? Because no … More To understand me is to accept me…
