(4) Dear Maliah

I find myself so lost. Sometimes I don’t even know what I’m doing. Whenever I feel this way I look to someone who could convince me that everything is going to be okay. And it’s crazy because even though sometimes I have no idea if everything will be okay, I still act like it will. … More (4) Dear Maliah

(3) Dear Maliah

Dear Maliah, I strayed away from writing. I say it in almost every post that for some reason I find myself moving farther and farther away from writing. And I can’t pinpoint that reason being besides losing track of my priorities. Your death last October 2011 has significantly changed my life. Whenever I feel down, … More (3) Dear Maliah

(1) Dear Maliah

Hello fellow bloggers, non-bloggers, the curious cats, lovers, friends, and family. I know you’re probably thinking, “Damn, where has she been?” Or not, because my reality check is that you’re not thinking about “Hazzle Joy’s” blog at all. Wait, what? She writes? Okay, now I’m just getting carried away… I came across this idea to … More (1) Dear Maliah

Dry tears

I’m in dire need of a vent session. After all, my best writing comes out when I’m full of every kind of emotion. As positive as I try to be, it’s difficult to hide and push away the difficulties, trials, and tribulations that I go through on a daily basis. Yeah, I can’t take on … More Dry tears

One day at a time

As I close down my mind and imagine the world. I see a whole lot of nothing but pain and love in the air. Again, I’m in front of my textbook and I feel its glossy pages glare. I wonder how I’m going to get through a difficult study session. But I can’t help, but … More One day at a time

Bottled Up Emotions

A surge of emotions run through me like a fireball loose after a canon shot. I find it completely impossible to try and concentrate on anything that has to do with school. Unfortunately, I’ve almost gave up on “studying” for this bio exam tomorrow. As I lay on my bed with tears rolling down my … More Bottled Up Emotions

Good Life

As I stood in the shower, crying, thinking about all the difficult things to emotionally handle today, I realized that I needed to cleanse away all the negative feelings I was feeling at that exact moment. More importantly, it was nice that I realized that what I needed to do was keep positive and not … More Good Life

Doggy Energy

My obsession with Dog Whisperer has grown and my love for dogs has never been more obvious. I love my dogs and they’re pretty much my life. It’s funny to me how much I love dogs so much more now than I ever have in my entire life. The thing is, I always had a … More Doggy Energy