Abandoned no more

Dear WordPress,

I’m sorry to have abandoned you, I truly didn’t mean to. I just felt like I had nothing to say. Well that is quite the contradiction because I always have a lot to say. I guess I lacked the urge to update and get down to the nitty gritty of things. It’s been a while, therefore, there are much things to discuss. Things are always up and down with my mood; that’s pretty much the Gemini in me. BUT, for the most part Life’s been pretty good to me. Sometimes I wish things went a little bit different, but not entirely. I’m content and couldn’t be happier. I’m pretty sure I appreciate the negative things that happened in my life because without them I wouldn’t enjoy the positive things that much more. So It’s about the middle of summer and I’m truly enjoying it to its fullest. When school starts this fall, it will be all work and no play. Speaking of work, I haven’t been working for some time now and it’s it’s definitely a struggle. I do have an internship, but it’s not as time consuming as I thought it would be. I hope that things turn around in the career department because the days are narrowing down.

I didn’t realize how much I’ve missed writing until writing this post for the first time in a long time. I guess everyone kinda needs that little break. As far as for followers, I would love to have a huge audience, but for now self-expression will have to do. I guess if I really wanted to work, I’d actually have a job right now, but it’s super tough without a car. 😦 I miss having a car and I miss the freedom it gave me. To be able to do whatever I want, whenever I want. Oh the little things in life. I haven’t even looked at gas prices since literally I had a car. But yesterday when I saw that it was up almost $4.00, I was just in awe. Like deng, should I be glad I’m not driving right now? I think that I will continue my search via online for an opportunity.

There are so many ideas and projects that I wish to pursue, but I lack the motivation. I always told myself I want to be big one day. One day famous One day………… I need to continue to write that future book of mine. I don’t even know how to go about what I want to do. I just feel like it’s never too late. I mean, I’m 23-years-old and that seems plenty of time to do the things I want to do.

So what have I been doing on my spare time? Loungin’ around, cleaning, using my wifey/homemaker abilities to its fullest. Yep, I said it, cleaning and cooking. I know, shocker. I have a picture for proof! It’s mostly for showing my mom because I know she’d be proud of me. Haha.

I’m cooking fried rice with longanesa and Ate Jena was coaching me. She pretty much is the reason why this fried rice turned out so bomb. It was my 3rd time ever making fried rice and like I said, 3rd times a charm. It was scarfed down by everybody! YUM. I’m getting hungry just thinking about it. Hmm, what to eat…. I just have my coffee fix today and that’s probably part of the reason why I’m able to find the urge to write a post right now. I do have things I’d like to update on, but I’ll probably save it for a later post.